安静，
是种感觉，是种情绪，是种性格，甚至你可以觉得是一种怪癖...

不想别人走进，不想别人打扰...

或许，
久了以后，
连自己也会习惯自己的那一股安静...

过了一段时间，
就会自动地，调回 “吵闹” 的按钮...

因为，
这种情绪，
不能持续太久，
就算没有别人发现......

when face with two choices,simply toss a coin..

it works not because it settles the question for you..

but because in the brief moment when the coin is in the air..

you suddenly know what you are hoping for..

Today..
I was searching around...
I am waiting for....
I thought its will like basis routine..
where my phone will vibrate, where my phone will ring, where i know that is you be there for me..

In fact, 24 hours have just passed..
Nothing much have changed..
except, you..still in my mind...

In fact, 24 hours have passed..
Nothing happen in my inbox..
except, the sent message..still in my folder..

No response...No reply...No explanation...No judgment...
From you...From me...

I miss you, how could i tell you how much do i miss you for the pass 24hours?
I miss you, how could i show you that i am here waiting for you...even now..

I cry..ya..poor tears it is..
I cried...ya...poor me...

But i will stop crying..
I want to talk to you..
I want to know what's wrong it is between us..
It is useless if i keep on saying sorry..
It seem the "sorry" from my mouth is unworthy for you anymore...
Please..gimme a chance..to talk to me..

Remember the promise between us?
" There is no secret between you and me"
What has happened for the past 24 hours?
It cause me depress, cause me suffer, and more than it..i am going to insomnia tonight..

MISS...
I never know how value this words it meant..
Until, you proved it to me..a day ago..
MISS...

I just wanna to let you know..
that...
as well as you are happy with it,
I willing to do anything..i meant..anything..
and i really meant it..

One things I which to clarify...is..
Am I put too much concerns and bothers on you..until it so happened that..
things get worse and the worst is..I really do care of you..
Though, you are the one, who make me think back..

You and me
Stand in the middle of border line..
Do you know?I am right here waiting for you...
waiting for a chance...
to heal the scar...

waiting... 1:00am..a sleepless nite..